I am a
grandson of a blacksmith. I am also the third son of a
sheep farmer in central New Zealand. Oh…I forgot…the year, 1959.
I sprang from
a close-knit country family.
Then I
battled, as is often the case, thro’ adolescence at state and boarding schools.
Being
sensitive was probably more me than standing my ground. No answer here to The
Meaning of Life?
Yep, I
felt ultra good if I was easily accepted by my peers. But I still had my pride.
I was the boss!
I recall
spending my precious dollars on stereo systems, clothes and the like to be in
with the crowd, and it usually was the boys. Really I was a
chauvinist. (God is
healing my attitudes in this area, to be the "same as that
of Christ Jesus!" (Philippians 2:5)
Any rate,
I dabbled in alcohol and drugs but never seem to convince
anyone that I was "one of the boys" - no good at that game!
I only
smoked cigarettes for one week until I could see no point in doing something
which tastes so foul! No answer here to The Meaning of Life? Beer eventually
lost its appeal on July 13 1983.
That day,
July 13 1983, was a watershed for me. Up to then I had spent all my earnings on
chasing satisfaction but remained empty in the pit of my gut.
When
I was ten I keep looking down the driveway at home, thinking
there must be more! One day I'll get old and I'll die, so what's the point? What
is, The Meaning of Life? My years must be for a reason, otherwise life is
pointless. I'd like to know why we live at all?
Well, I
met a man after fourteen more years of confusion (on July 13 1983), who filled the pit of my gut
and told me why I lived.
I had
tried meditation, buddism, and bahai, to find the
answer. Not many avenues into The Meaning of Life, but they were enough for me.
They say "this is the truth" but it really only obscured truth from my sight.
The way it
happened for me was an invite, by a friend, to a bush camp. It was my last year
at Lincoln University (New Zealand) and, I could do with a break. For some
reason, I felt to honour this friend, and I had few real friends.
I knew it
was a Christian camp but I was "duty-bound" and duly handed over the fee, no
problem.
The
retreat was gentle enough and early on I spotted a fellow student with a curve
and face to match. I felt strangely reverent and diverted my eyes, bit my lip
and went on my way.
She was
not there for me, but she was there to develop a deeper relationship with God. I
don’t think she was The
Meaning of Life?
I
remember thinking "what right have I got to interfere". Nearing the end of the
weekend, trying my best to participate, when you cannot keep a tune, and feeling
I was not getting my money's worth, I made a move, NOT on her, but better than
that!
I
approached my friend, the one who had invited me to the camp, and nervous-like
asked if we could pray. He ushered me to his room and we sat opposite on single
beds. I asked the guy “what should I say”. He felt it best if he prayed and I
repeated. I think he did two lines, and after repeating them, I went ad lib.
Those
minutes were not dramatic, but when we returned to the main lounge - this
was the moment of truth!
I entered
through the back door and immediately turned to face half dozen students in
varying stances having supper. I can't recall the names - perhaps Terry, Bruce
and Marvin etc, who knows? They looked no more remarkable than usual but my
response struck me dead! For years I had been striving for an effortless one and
paid dearly for it. Now it spontaneously sprung upon me and it seemed so
enjoyable. Was this The Meaning of Life?
It was, no
less, than a 180 degree grin! I mean it just flicked up there. No pushing the
lips. Like the spring, snapped back into position.
On my
return to University, in the car, I sang it up. All the promises of an
earth-shattering new life - I had turned over a big leaf! Thank goodness, God
makes allowance for our conversion exuberance. The following weeks remain
memorable, specifically meeting up with a great buddy, Kelly Hay on the next day
or so, and my trips to the dining hall.
I now
knew the answer to
The Meaning of Life? The
answer…which is found in a person called Jesus...
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and life had
more in store for me
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I believe in these two things
above, but would like to add:
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The second occurred because of the first; it was evidence
of the first and began an investigation of the
first. It was real because it happened to me.
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There is only one God, the Almighty, eternally existing in
three persons - the Father, the Son, and the Holy
Spirit. Each is fully Deity and fully God. This
concept of the Trinity is impossible for us mere
mortals, to fully understand; we can touch on it but
really we need to just accept it on faith!
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God's Son, Jesus
Christ is the living Word and was "with God in the
beginning". He was incorruptible and at the
right time, was born of a virgin and complimented
His full Deity with full humanity.
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Man and woman
were created in the image of God, miraculously and
to have unhindered fellowship with God. However,
that relationship or access was destroyed by sin and
only a perfect sacrifice would bring a restoration.
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Jesus was that
perfect substitute, and paid the fee in full for you
and me to reunite with the Father. God's divine
justice required such a perfect sacrifice. AND
this reuniting is available to all men, women and
children but not pets! A dog has no need of
salvation but I won't labour the point.
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When God the
Father raised His son from the dead, He left His
Spirit among us. An integral role for God's Spirit
is to empower believers such as myself to "go forth
and make disciples of all the nations"
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Jesus will return
again in the flesh to marry his bride (the Church),
complete history and God's eternal plan and reign
with you and me forever.